give me a reason
give me a reason to continue.
i dont know what this is.
i dont know me any more.
what's real?
what's just a facade?

living in the shadows.
maybe the limelight doesnt
seem that attractive any more.

my appetite hasnt been very good.
exams are finally over.
but i'm still eating one meal a day.
it has been so for a month.
maybe i do have some eating disorders.
just hope not. -cross fingers.
or maybe i'm just troubled.

what am i to do now.
could you just tell me?
i've never felt more lost than this.
i just need someone to hold my hand
and tell me the way home.



/like a fool who's still sure
like a bird who lost her wings
a fire without its flame